If sorry can mend everything...

If and only if
One word can mend everything
I won’t suffer as bad as I am today
If and only if
One word can take away my guilt
I can happily smile today
If and only if
One word can change it
I won’t run away again today
I know it can’t
That’s why...
I keep silent
Because i can’t find a better word to say or a better explanation to give
You are waiting
I know...
You are hurting
I know...
Hate me if you feel better that way
I don’t mind..really..
Forget about me
I mean it..really..
If a word sorry is good enough..
If sorry can mend everything..
But for today
That’s the only word i know
Although it change nothing
I still want to say
I’m sorry…